It must become exhausting, constantly tracking your words. Constantly adjusting your story. Constantly looking over your shoulder to see what is being said. Always having to add something new to remain relevant. Taking what seems to work for others, and adding it to your own tales. Changing alliances. Updates. Edits. Rewriting. Caring so much what they think. You must be very tired.
Do you not see we can love you without your Crown?
Desire to help is negated by doing what you are. Unfortunate, but true. Karma?
Karma will cause you pain. Karma sees everything you do and say. Karma is why you are stuck in your cycle. Karma will keep you up at night. Karma will keep you from what you love. Karma continues your struggle.
Truth will set you free from what you cause for yourself. You can do this on your own, you do not need others to do it for you. All you need to do is be honest. Even if you have to honestly say "I was wrong".
Let go of your lies and join the rest of us, and the pain will subside.
~..Don't you, don't you, don't you, don't you?~