The Red Pill or the Blue Pill

~ Someday that title for this blog may make sense. ~



So.. I am not your writer.  I never was.

When you found me, I made a slight adjustment.  Hoping it would push you away actually.  Also making it much easier to write as if you were not reading.

The intention was exactly what I said it was.  Even if at times some may perceive it as more.

I have a relatively small group of friends, who have been in Cults, Programs, and Projects as I have outlined, who about two years prior to my first blog entry had begun being released or otherwise removing themselves from their various positions.

They had been under various forms of stresses (what some call attacks) due to their decision or removal.

I ended up rubbing elbows with someone, who reintroduced me to more like these friends, and a group of emails and chats followed.  This was far too much to keep up with, so they all unanimously suggested this blog idea.  "Sure, why not?" I said.


Well.. All of you are why not.

This was truly never intended for you.  This is not an elitist stance, it is said because my approach would have to be far different.  On top of that, in full honestly, the willingness would not have been there.


Simply put.. I wouldn't have done this to write for all of you.  I wouldn't see myself as qualified.



This blog has been read within a world I follow from a distance.  Most whistleblowers, contactees, channellers etc do not interest me in the least, and there are very few I believe are being honest.

The forums I enjoy, watching people come together and share experiences and ideas.  Who doesn't like a good campfire?

As for the rest of the blogs and channels and authors and truth speakers and this title or that title..  A few questions will tell you, I have not listened to a vast majority of them.   There are a few I have listened to, enough to use them as a point of reference to help others who are not knowledgeable on these subjects. That is all.  This is why when people ask how my writing compares with or differs from information written by others .. I don't know.

If you ever re-read this blog, try to keep that in mind.


Being honest, and not having any agenda affords me the luxury of truly not caring what anyone thinks about what I say.  Whether they believe it or not. 

It feels like freedom. 

I know I don't know everything.  I know I can always learn more about what I do and don't know.  But I do not feel the need to defend what I have written or compete with any of the other writers in your marketplace.  You all have free will and I hope you would use it.  You all have a mind and I hope that you think for yourself.  I'm not about to tell you what to think.

Now that I am done with this blog, it really doesn't matter.  :)




This has certainly become an interesting experience for me.   I have met some beautiful souls.  Reunited with some I have missed.

Thank you all for your comments (both positive and negative) and I wish you freedom, love and wisdom.


With love and respect,
The Ruiner


~ Don't believe... Remember. ~